歌词

I’m historically heartbroken

我曾经伤心欲绝

Drowning in my own emotions

淹没在自己的情绪中

One minute away from breaking down down down

离崩溃还有一分钟

I’m always leaving empty handed

我总是两手空空

No one wants a heart that’s damaged

没有人想要一颗破碎的心

Only know a love that lets me down down down

只知道爱让我心碎

Staring contest with the walls

和来势汹涌的情绪凝视对抗

I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts

我就要向这些侵入性想法屈服了

What if I never find anybody to love

如果我再也找不到爱的人怎么办？

Or I finally get the chance

或者我终于有机会

And I f**K it all up

我把一切都搞砸了

Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave

如果第一个离开的人是我，那我就不会受伤

What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real

如果我到了天堂，它甚至不是真的怎么办？

And I die before telling you how I really feel

在告诉你我的真实感受之前，我就s了

Cause it feels like hell

因为这感觉就像地狱一样

And I just can’t help but think

我只是忍不住想

That maybe loves not for me

也许爱不适合我

If you don’t look too closely

如果你不仔细看的

You can’t even tell I’m lonely

你甚至看不出来我很孤独

Even though it keeps me up at night night night

尽管它让我彻夜难眠

I try to keep myself distracted

我试图让自己分心

But I got all these awful habits

但我拥有所有这些可怕的习惯

Of listening to voices in my mind mind mind

倾听我脑海中的声音

Oh staring contest with the wall

凝视对抗着来势汹涌的情绪

I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts

我就要向这些侵入性想法屈服了

What if I never find anybody to love

如果我再也找不到爱的人怎么办？

Or I finally get the chance

或者我终于有机会

And I f**k it all up

我把一切都搞砸了

Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave

如果第一个离开的人是我，那我就不会受伤

What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real

如果我到了天堂，它甚至不是真的怎么办？

And I die before telling you how I really feel

在告诉你我的真实感受之前，我就s了

Cause it feels like hell

因为这感觉就像地狱一样

And I just can’t help but think

我只是忍不住想

Maybe loves not for me

也许爱不适合我

Maybe loves not for me

也许爱不适合我

Maybe loves not for me

也许爱不适合我

Maybe loves not for me

也许爱不适合我

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Maybe loves not for me

也许爱不适合我

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